to be honest,this sem is the worst sem I've ever had.
having lots of problem with my friends,my own self,
my life is quite miserable,full of emotion and drama.
i hurt people's feeling,i hate myself,too annoying i bet.
suddenly everything is falling apart and i become an
evil person,trying to get everyone understand me,i
guess no one can coz i dun understand myself either.
i'm really sorry,i dunno why i behave like this,sorry...
when things happen like this,it makes me feel like i
have to go to rehab or seek some psychiatrist,mental
but now i realize,the most important things that i need in
my life are my family,my bob and my babes (i mean my true
friends out there,dun get me wrong :))
im nothing without them,thank u 4 being a part of me.
to my civillian girls (nad,adah,wani,papoki,farah,fana,mareney,
sha,gee,soleh,liana,sky,shikin,yani,new girls and all the chinese)
sorry from the bottom of my heart if i hurt ur feeling,if
i do bad things to you and thanks a lot for being my friend.
im not perfect