Dec 4, 2010


finally the big day has come. luggage - almost done and still got few kilos before i exceed the limit, i'll add some more later,hehe... emotional condition - unknown, i just worry whether i bring enough stuffs, haha (gelak tak ikhlas di situ)

btw, i'm very touched with those encouraging and concerned wishes, thanks everyone. i know im kinda mencari publisiti when i post it everyday on my fb, gtalk... just to see who's care n aware of it,hehe....last but not least, to those who want to reach me there, reach me thru msg/call ya...i'm not sure how long we'll live w/o internet, maybe 1 month? omigosh...

well, that's all i think
ok talk to you later readers,take care :)

Dec 1, 2010


i have problem with my sleeping time since i'm back here in my home. it's not like i'm having a jet lag (back from tronoh definitely not worth of buying flight ticket) but i have trouble adjusting the time. it's 4.19 in the morning, and i'm not sleepy, still having energy blogging and listening to music. alang-alang da pukul 4, it's better to wait for subuh's prayer right?

p/s : it's super cold!


Oprah's Favorite Things 2010 - Beetle Giveaway

i want one! it's my dream car! T____T

Nov 30, 2010

the days

finally the exams are over and now the focus is on the oncoming internship. only few days r left for the preparation, mentally and physically. but let's focus on the mental part. definitely in need to prepare myself to:
  1. get used to new surrounding - i hate big migration, it's hard to get settled but we can make it, go go girls!
  2. be strong and try not to feel homesick - this is the biggest challenge, where I've never been this far away from my family - now i understand emmi's feeling
  3. be a good intern, hardworking and responsible
well, i'm looking forward for these stuffs:
  • move in to the house with emmi, yana, fiqie and hui chie - i'm going to make it feel like home, definitely!
  • cooking time with emmi, let's try lotsa recipes!!! XD
  • travelling with the girls - the most awaiting event! mesti kumpul duit for this :D

anyway i hope my job is not only bout this

and i hope i can be like this

and earn my key to


Nov 23, 2010


i demand freedom - 5 days left

Nov 22, 2010

u can do it

it's very impressive how creative a human's brain works when dealing with critical situation. in this case - examinations. very creative and innovative u can be, creating and modifying the formulas, inventing new theories and of course it's applicable to me. hmppph we must not give up, isn't it? strive to answer the questions, no matter how hard it is, never leave the paper blank.

Nov 20, 2010


depressed, progress - 5%
time left - 30 hours

ya Allah, please give hidayah to all of us to deal with this subject

Nov 18, 2010

brand new blog

i'm not sure what happened to my page - the blog lists were missing where i need to retrieve it back, i hate the page, i feel like deleting the blog, i'm tired with the internet, bla bla bla...therefore, i decided to 'reformat' my blog, several options that i'm considering now;
  • Just delete the blog and make a new one
  • Change the address so people won't find my page anymore
  • Delete everything and start a brand new blog ( which is more like option 1)
  • Or make another blog, my secret blog where i can write anything i want (my secret diary?)
hmmm dunno lah, due to undoubtedly slow internet connection here where i have to refresh like many times per page, i don't think i can pick any of those options, it takes tahap dewa punya patience to do it which i don't have it rite now. I feel like screaming, emo emo -_-"

p/s - if you can read this post, that means i managed to publish it after at least 10 times of trials

Oct 31, 2010

Azab wanita

Saudara dan saudari kaum muslimin dan muslimat


khususnya untuk para wanita dan diriku sendiri.....

Sayidina Ali ra menceritakan suatu ketika melihat

Rasulullah saw menangis manakala ia datang bersama Fatimah.

Lalu keduanya bertanya mengapa Rasulullah saw menangis. Beliau menjawab,

"Pada malam aku di-isra'- kan , aku melihat perempuan-perempuan yang sedang disiksa dengan berbagai siksaan. Itulah sebabnya mengapa aku menangis. Karena, menyaksikan mereka yang sangat berat dan mengerikan siksanya.

Putri Rasulullah saw kemudian menanyakan apa yang dilihat ayahandanya. "Aku lihat ada perempuan digantung rambutnya, otaknya mendidih.

Aku lihat perempuan digantung lidahnya, tangannya diikat ke belakang dan timah cair dituangkan ke dalam tengkoraknya.

Aku lihat perempuan tergantung kedua kakinya dengan terikat tangannya sampai ke ubun-ubunnya, diulurkan ular dan kalajengking.

Dan aku lihat perempuan yang memakan badannya sendiri, di bawahnya dinyalakan api neraka. Serta aku lihat perempuan yang bermuka hitam, memakan tali perutnya sendiri.

Aku lihat perempuan yang telinganya pekak dan matanya buta, dimasukkan ke dalam peti yang dibuat dari api neraka, otaknya keluar dari lubang hidung, badannya berbau busuk karena penyakit sopak dan kusta.

Aku lihat perempuan yang badannya seperti himar,

beribu-ribu kesengsaraan dihadapinya. Aku lihat perempuan yang

rupanya seperti anjing, sedangkan api masuk melalui mulut dan keluar dari duburnya sementara malikat memukulnya dengan pentung dari api neraka,"kata Nabi saw.

Fatimah Az-Zahra kemudian menanyakan mengapa mereka

disiksa seperti itu?

*Rasulullah menjawab, "Wahai putriku, adapun mereka yang tergantung rambutnya hingga otaknya mendidih adalah wanita yang tidak menutup rambutnya sehingga terlihat oleh laki-laki yang bukan muhrimnya.

*Perempuan yang digantung susunya adalah istri yang 'mengotori' tempat tidurnya.

*Perempuan yang tergantung kedua kakinya ialah perempuan yang tidak taat kepada suaminya, ia keluar rumah tanpa izin suaminya, dan perempuan yang tidak mau mandi suci dari haid dan nifas.

*Perempuan yang memakan badannya sendiri ialah karena ia berhias untuk lelaki yang bukan muhrimnya dan suka mengumpat orang lain.

*Perempuan yang memotong badannya sendiri dengan gunting api neraka karena ia memperkenalkan dirinya kepada orang yang kepada orang lain bersolek dan berhias supaya kecantikannya dilihat laki-laki yang bukan muhrimnya.

*Perempuan yang diikat kedua kaki dan tangannya ke atas ubun-ubunnya diulurkan ular dan kalajengking padanya karena ia bisa shalat tapi tidak mengamalkannya dan tidak mau mandi junub.

*Perempuan yang kepalanya seperti babi dan badannya seperti himar ialah tukang umpat dan pendusta. Perempuan yang menyerupai anjing ialah perempuan yang suka memfitnah dan membenci suami."Mendengar itu, Sayidina Ali dan Fatimah Az-Zahra pun turut menangis.

Dan inilah peringatan kepada kaum perempuan.

Oct 19, 2010

talking to the moon

lately - i have no interest/idea/mood/time to write anything in this blog
lately - i prefer to read people's blog, checking the updates w/o updating mine

"At night when the stars light up my room,
I sit by myself talking to the moon"

-Bruno Mars-

Oct 1, 2010

Sep 29, 2010


i wanna be a billionaire?
no i don't want to, too many thing to think about
let me share sumthg, but im too lazy to translate it,
just use 'Google translate' if u can't understand...


Pernah seorang pemuda bertanya pada Saidina Ali..

" Wahai Ali, manakah lebih berguna , ilmu atau harta? "

Lantas Ali menjawab.
"Sudah tentulah Ilmu itu lebih baik"

berkata pemuda itu lagi
"atas dalil apakah kau katakan begitu wahai Ali? "

jawab Ali.
"ketahuilah, sebenarnya ilmu itulah yang akan menjaga kamu. tetapi harta itu pula kamu yang menjaganya"

Kekayaan sebenar bukan pada emas dan wang..
kekayaan sebenar bukan pada aset dan harta.

kekayaan jiwa dan iman itu lah yang akan menjadi wang bekalan ketika kita keseorangan bertemankan kain kapan dan serangga dalam tiang lahad nanti.

kekayaan jiwa dan iman itu lah yang akan menjadi modal untuk kita membeli tiket ke syurga Allah SWT kelak..


for original post, u can click this link Apabila taraf wang kertas sama dengan tisu pengelap

Sep 24, 2010


today, we have a battle!
battle of the hard rock concrete
never say no before you try to encounter it
i shall give my best, insyaAllah
may peace and knowledge accompany me
be brave be bold!

pray for my success

Sep 8, 2010

split personality

half of my heart goes to :PARAMORE and Lady Antebellum
the other half goes to Maher Zain and Sami Yusuf

pretty opposite, isn't it
and i called it as 'split personality'
well then i have to agree with Fyodor Dostoyevsky

"Good and evil are fighting there.
And the battlefield is the heart of man."

Aug 8, 2010

the good old days

really had a great time with the 3rdfivers today at Farahin's wedding after 3 years not seeing each other (most of them) . it was short but lively, jolly, colourful and of course LOUD - capital letter here to emphasize it :p

errrr.... the bride and the groom were so busy diz time so we take picture 1st lah,haha...oh here is the pic with them :)

erkkkk cant see their faces clearly is it? let see another pic...

Nur Farahin Abdul Arif & Mohamad Zulfikrie Abas

Barakallahu lakuma

Jul 30, 2010

ryan star

let go of the fear
let go of the doubt
let go of the ones
who try to put you down

you're gonna be fine
don't hold it inside
if you hurt right now
then let it all come out

breathe, just breathe

Jul 28, 2010

bloody monday 2

Good and evil are fighting there.
And the battlefield is the heart of man.

-Fyodor Dostoyevsky-

Jul 26, 2010


I am who I am
And you can’t change me
I’ve done what I can
And I’ll stand my ground

Jul 25, 2010

July 2010 semester

i love my July 2010 semester timetable! since tutorial n labs haven't started yet,there's only 1 class for each day, and oh yeah no class at all on Friday! heaven isn't it! XD
gotta fight for that sessions of lab/tutorial to make sure i'm free on Friday for the whole semester.hoho i'm all high spirited right now!

let's face the new chapter of our academic life with joy,passion and spirit!
spirit of love, toil and sacrifice!

Jul 20, 2010

new start

it's hard to start it all over again

should i pretend like nothing happened?

i know it won't be the same

maybe i should go with the flow

and see what's going to happen.

i hate this awkwardness.

Jul 2, 2010

please remember me

"You'll find better love,
 Strong as it ever was, 
Deep as the river runs, 
Warm as the morning sun. 
Please remember me."
  -Tim McGraw-

Jun 30, 2010

cinderella man

1st of all, i'm not a korean drama fan, i'd rather say i prefer jdrama (but still not a fan though).
well, since i have this in my HD, plus the hot Kwon Sang Woo as the main cast, can't resist to watch it (lol!)

p/s : Kwon Sang Woo was sooooo hot n definitely not a 'jambu' type of guy! hehe ;D

Jun 22, 2010

of macaroni and cheese

ok,honestly im really craving for mac n cheese,so bad!i browsed the internet n found many recipes to make this super mouthwatering delicious pasta meal,i choose this one,it's easy!
well, i haven't try it yet but from the steps i can tell u, the outcome will be superb!!haha...

i'm going home tomorrow n let's make it!!

Macaroni and Cheese - Serves 4

  • 1 pound elbow pasta
  • 1/2 cup butter (1 stick)
  • 1/2 cup flour
  • 4 cups milk
  • 1/2 t. dried mustard or up to 1 tsp. Dijon mustard (optional)
  • A few shakes of cayenne pepper (optional)
  • 10 to 12 ounces extra sharp cheddar
  • 1/2 t. salt (to taste)

  1. Heat the milk but don't let it boil. Keep it warm
  2. Grate the cheese coarsely and set aside.
  3. Cook the macaroni according to the instruction on the packet.
  4. To make the white sauce : Melt the butter over medium-low heat, then stir in the flour with a wire whisk (this is called a roux). Turn the burner down a bit and let the roux bubble a few minutes (make sure the butter does not burn). Continue to stir to cook the flour a bit, but don't let it brown. Stir in the warm milk all at once, stirring vigorously with the whisk to smooth out any lumps. Whisk in the mustard and cayenne if you are using them and let the sauce bubble gently for about 2 minutes.
  5. Drain the macaroni,giving it a few good shakes to get as much water out as possible.
  6. Remove the sauce from the stove and stir it in the grated cheese and the cooked macaroni. Stir until it is well mixed, then add salt and pepper to taste.
  7. Serve it right away :)

Jun 21, 2010


i read this book about the importance of youth to the nation by Rakan Muda and Ministry of Youth and Sports (cant remember the book's title) today , they wrote about our previous prime ministers and their roles to our nation. suddenly i felt so patriotic, grateful and proud because we have these incredible persons as our leaders. without them, there will be no us like today. here some meaningful words from them:

I am not an important person to the country,
but the important thing is what can I do for the country?

-Tun Hussein Onn-

To our fighters who fight for the independence, they will always be remembered,
To those who was born after the independence, it's their responsibility to value the sacrifices made by the fighters

-Tun Dr Mahathir Mohammad-

Malaysia, tanah airku :)

the last song

i just finished reading this book,it's worth to cry for!

haven't got the chance to watch the movie yet, cant wait to go home to download it! :)

p/s: towards the end, i can't stop crying reading the book n yeah 1 more thing, Will Blakelee - certainly the type of guy that i like :)

Jun 17, 2010

a rocket to the moon

can i get a rocket to the moon so i can leave this place immediately please?

Jun 16, 2010

only Allah knows

kakak kata...

"orang dengki biasalah,yang penting give the best,amanah kena buat,

so just give the best!".

Jun 6, 2010

counting days

cant wait to be at home.i'll finish my MARA SCIENCE CAMP insyaAllah on wednesday n planning to buy ticket on thursday.BUT, since my mum said,wait for udi n balik with him on friday,guess my holiday is extremely short this time. friday-sunday,wah terbaiklah! 3days only n then busy with MAP. so i'll be home again on 29th june i guess T_T

i miss my holidays where i can do anything on the nite without worrying i have class/test/quiz/things to do tomorrow.i miss those precious days!

well,there are some good things when we are stranded at utp during sem break.keep a positive mind honey!it's not dat bad! (oh sadis kena pujuk ati sendiri)

anyway, looking 4wd to meet those mrsm students tomorrow,gotta go!
tata readers! :)

Jun 2, 2010


im in serious depression state,almost gila here,not enjoying this thing anymore.feel like killing that person,thank Allah im still sane,or else im in jail right now,yeah i mean it.

i wish June to end soon.

May 31, 2010

miss u miss u

i miss my bestfriends! faridah , paa ,nab, dilah and zati.rindu nak jumpa,rindu nak sembang,rindu nak gelak,rindu nak lepak sama-sama,bila kita akan jumpa? :(

structural analysis

oh for SA,definitely im not gonna do the "i love SA" logo thing like TPE and i hate this subject,everything about structure.STATICS.SOLID MECHANICS.THEORY OF STRUCTURE and now STRUCTURAL ANALYSIS.

oh my,why do i have to learn all of these? a civil engineering student!how can i avoid those complicated subjects!i'd prefer something else,civil engineering is not only about structure,so for my major,im so not going to do the structural thing, bye bye to Construction Technology,im not going to choose u.maybe i'll consider Environmental Engineering.hmmmmm we'll think bout this later.

for now,i have to bear for less than 1 day with this STRUCTURAL ANALYSIS as tomorrow is the last final exam paper.woohoo,cant wait 4 dat but seriously have no idea how am i gonna answer the questions,scary!im terrified but have no will to overcome it,aiyoo SA,i hate u!

May 27, 2010

sweet song

If you see him, tell him I wish him well
How am I doing? Well, sometimes it's hard to tell
I still miss him more than ever
But please don't say a word
If you see him.
If you see him.


lyrics from Brooks & Dunn - If You See Him,If You See Her

May 23, 2010

balik rumah,yeay yeay yeay!

hoh esok ade 2 paper,DOSS n TPE...
n selasa balik rumah!!!

dah 2 bulan lebey x balik rumah,serius homesick tahap gaban
xkire nak balik jugak selasa ni,insyaAllah

mari kita balik rumah,buang semua cas2 negatif dalam diri
n recharge!!!ade lg 2 paper bile balik utp khamis nnt

kamon2,kite bertahan utk esok,pastu balik rmh,owww yeah!! XD

May 22, 2010


terpaksa berlaku adil,sebab xboleh nak pilih satu sahaja,sayang kedua-duanya :D

sorry naik lorry

sometimes i really want to say those words that i know later i will be regretted saying it

i wish i could

May 21, 2010


stress teramat sgt.hati terasa mcm nak pecah.dah xlarat.nak balik rumah.

May 5, 2010


it happened again.but this time around, it is different. i know that im now stronger to face it, yeah again. it's not like im giving up but im giving myself a chance to breathe again, to set myself free. im a tough girl after all,rite? time to wake up, back to reality!hey reality isn't bad at all,just enjoy it to the fullest,it is so colourful if u appreciate it. remember Allah, our family and those precious best friends that we have, u are not alone, im not alone, we are not alone :]

Thank you Allah for giving me the chance to live in this beautiful world.
Subhanallah.Alhamdulillah.Lailahaillallah.Allahuakbar! :)

Thanks to my family,friends and also lecturers who are being very supportive,i heart you! :)

May Allah bless us!

Apr 25, 2010


I've been there before and I just can't let go.
The memories and pain of the hurt i know.
Now deep in the night, and there's passion inside....
Dare i follow my heart?

An innocent smile, then a walk in the night.
Then it's dinner at home served with candlelight,
and it's been quite a while since i felt good inside.
Dare i follow my heart?
Do i feel something special inside of you?
Do i know what you really think of me?

And the raindrops keep falling into my heart,
and i just can't deny what feels so right.
Do i let myself go and feel the rain,
or should i play with caution and refrain?
Whatever i do, when it comes to you,
i know sometimes love plays the part of a fool.

I know what's in store though i can't say much more.
A chance worth the taking has opened its door;
and i can't say i love you, and i can't say i don't,
but i do wish i knew.

Apr 8, 2010

breathe again

it was indeed a tough week i say!but never mind,it's now holiday time!i really want to make use of this trip to relax my mind and body,too much -ve charge lah!oh yeah,i found this song,sung by Juwita Suwito,it's called "Breathe Again". Meaningful lyrics and so inspiring,enjoy it!

Breathe Again

Have you wondered how it feels when it's all over
Wondered how it feels when you just have to start a new
Never knowing where you're going
When you face a brand new day
It used to be that way
Now I just close my eyes and say

*I just want to breathe again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little , cry a little
Live a little more
I just wanna face the day
Forget about the wars of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little Try a little more
I’ll breathe again*

Starting out again is never easy
Disappointments come and go but life still moves on
With a bit of luck It's a brand new start
That might just work my way
No need to walk away
Don’t want to live life's replay

Repeat *
Things will work out fine
If you can find the courage to look past the night
To see the break of dawn

Repeat *

Apr 4, 2010

kasih ibu

terjumpa keratan komik ni kat fb,betapa besarnya kasih sayang seorang ibu

mama,i love you!

Mar 18, 2010

desktop background

(tag from shikin) - this is my current desktop background :)

  • y i like it?hoho it's so obvious! i'm a fan of :Paramore!!!! :)
  • cool ait the pic?the tiger is soooooooooo sexay!!
  • i malas nk tag orang,if u guys want to do it,just do it

Mar 7, 2010


oh Allah,we need Your Guidance

Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagi kamu. Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tak mengetahui (Al-Baqarah :216)

Mar 2, 2010


ya Allah ya Tuhanku,ya rabbi ya karim

Kau berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi hari-hari yang sukar ini

amin ya rabbal alamin

Feb 28, 2010

ya habibi

Suddenly, there was a person said salaam.

“May I come in?” he asked.

But Fatimah did not allow him enter the room.

I’m sorry, my father is ill,” said Fatimah turned back and closed the door.

She went back to her father who had opened his eyes and asked Fatimah,

“Who was he, my daughter?”

“I don’t know, my father. It was the first time for me to see him,” Fatimah said gently.

Then, Rasulullah looked at his daughter with trembled look, as if he wanted

to reminisce about every part of her daughter’s face.

“Know one thing! He is who erases the temporary pleasure; he is who separates the companionship in the world.

He is the death angel,” said Rasulullah .

Fatimah bore the bomb of her cry. The death angel came toward him,

But Rasulullah asked why Jibril did not come along with him.

Then, Jibril was called. Jibril was ready in the sky to welcome the soul of

Habibullah and the leader of the earth.

“O Jibril, explain me about my rights in front of ALLAH?” Rasulullah asked with a weakest voice.

“The doors of sky has opened, the angels are waiting for your soul.”

“All jannats open widely waiting for you,” Jibril said.

But, in fact, those all did not make Rasulullah relieve, his eyes

were still full of worry.

“You are not happy to hear this news?” asked Jibril.

“Tell me about the destiny of my people in future?”

“Don’t worry, o Rasul ALLAH . I heard ALLAH told me: ‘I make Jannat haram

for every one, except the people of Muhammad”

Jibril said.

It became closer and closer, the time for Malaekat Izrail to dohis work.

Slowly, Rasulullah’s soul was pulled. It was seemed that the body of

Rasulullah was full of sweat; the nerves of his neck became tight.

“Jibril, how pain this sakaratul maut is!”

Rasulullah uttered a groan slowly. Fatimah closed her eyes, Ali sat beside

her bow deeply and Jibril turned his face back.

“Am I repugnant to you that you turn your face back o Jibril?”

Rasulullah asked to the Deliverer of Wahyu.

“Who is the one who could see the Habibullah in his sakaratul maut,” Jibril said.

Not for a while, Rasulullah uttered a groan because of unbearable


“O ALLAH, how greatest is this sakaratul maut. Give me all these pains,

don’t to my people.”

The body of Rasulullah became cold, his feet and chest did not

move anymore.

His lips vibrated as if he wanted to say something, Ali took his

ear close to Rasulullah .

“Uushiikum bis shalati, wa maa malakat aimanuku – take care the saalat and

take care the weak people among you.”

Outside the room, there were cries shouted at each other, sahabah

held each other. Fatimah closed her face with her hands and, again, Ali took

his ear close to Rasulullah’s mouth which became bluish.

“Ummatii, ummatii, ummatii?” – “My people, my people, my people.”

And the life of the noble man ended.

Could we love each other like him? Allahumma sholli ‘ala Muhammad

wa baarik wa salim ‘alaihi. How deep is Rasulullah’s love to us.

Feb 22, 2010


how to heal this broken heart?guess if u give me tickets to go for :PARAMORE's concert at Singapore this coming March,maybe i'll be ok.can't huh?then i'm NOT okay for the time being.

[ Maybe i know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts.And we've got to find other ways to make it alone.Keep a straight face.And i've always lived like this keeping a comfortable distance.And up until now i had sworn to myself that i'm content with LONELINESS ]

Feb 21, 2010

sunday afternoon

dear blog,

i wish i can write everything i felt here,because i know i just can't,it's too personal.
but it hurts so bad that i can't keep it inside my heart,i might burst out crying.
heh,something wrong with me,wish it didn't turn up to be like this.
i may be dumb but i'm not stupid,
enough with the efforts,guess this is not the right one for me.

i should quit this nonsense.
(like i could)

Feb 17, 2010


gedik punye hati

10 jam sebelum bertolak pulang ke UTP ( ye kawan2,saya masih di rumah :P)

beg da siap pek,tinggal nak tunggu masa bertolak je
serius tamau balik sana,ade perasaan takut,sedih,xrela nak tinggalkan rumah
ceh macam budak kecik je,bajet rumah jauh sgt lah,3 jam je kot
ni la realitinya,setiap kali habis cuti mesti hati memberontak tamau balik sana
tapi kali ni ade tambah lagi 1 macam perasaaan yg mana saya takut dikecewakan (kenapa?ha yg tu rahsia!)
gedik punya hati!
suka suki je dia nak rase ape,menyusahkan tuan dia saja,
ya Allah,tenangkanlah hati ini,jauhkanlah daripada bisikan syaitan ini ya Allah

dah tak larat nak layan hati ini,tak larat nak kecewa lagi

Feb 14, 2010

Lady Antebellum - Need You Know

Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.

p/s : has nothing to do with Valentine's day,im not celebrating it,
juz terasa kesian kt diri sendiri jap,tssk :(

Jan 18, 2010

dear heart

i found this at facebook,and i love the words,Allahuakbar! :)

when your life is in darkness and Nothing seems right,

just remember through the darkness Allah is the light ♥

Jan 1, 2010


bila malam tahun baru,beramai2 lah manusia dok wish sana sini "happy new year" sume2 tu,kepada yang wish saya tu,terima kasih sbb ingat kat orang di sini,hehe,happy new year 2 u too...


pelik kan dengan budaya zaman sekarang ni,tahun baru diraikan dengan sambutan yang gah nye,kat malaysia sendiri,asal tahun baru je mesti ada konsert sambutan tahun baru.

ok kepada yang bukan beragama Islam,terpulang lah kepada anda nak celebrate cemane,tapi yang banyak perform kat atas stage tu rata2 nya orang ape?orang Melayu jugak,orang Islam jugak,xpaham btol.bukan nak berlagak usatazah kat sini,ye saya tau konfem ade yg terasa/xpuas ati ngan post ni,mintak maaf la banyak2 eh,just nak share opinion saya dalam hal ni,taknak baca takpe,sila tukar ke page lain...

kepada yg teruskan pembacaan tu,lebih2 lagi yang beragama Islam,jom kita renung-renungkn sejenak hal ni...cuba kawan2 fikir,kalau kita tengok kat mne2 ensiklopedia n search pasal malaysia,kat situ kita diberitahu yang Malaysia ni negara Islam,tapi kalau fikir logik la,di mane Islam nye?

Islam ade ke ajar kita untuk meraikan tahun baru dengan konsert2 mega tu semua?sepatutnya kita bersyukur kepada Allah sebab diberikan peluang untuk bernafas,melihat lagi dunia untuk tahun berikutnya.sepatutnya kita buat sujud syukur,solat hajat moga2 dipermudahkan urusan di tahun baru tidak,ramai manusia yang seronok bersuka ria,menari2,berpesta sambil melihat persembahan bunga api di kala menjelangnya tahun baru.ok,siapa x suke bunga api kan?saya pun suke tengok bunga api,cantik!tapi berpada2 lah,jangan lah sampai lupe diri menyambutnya.cuba bayangkan kalau kita tengah2 sedap berpesta xkesah lah di klcc ke,dataran merdeka ke,mane2 la,n Allah murka terhadap kita lalu diturunkan bala ketika itu,nauzubillah!nak ke kita mati dalam keadaan yang dimurkai Allah?nak tunggu datang tsunami,gempa bumi,halilintar bru kite nak insaf?

Allahuakbar,moga Allah ampunkan dosa kita semua,mari sama2 kita perbaiki diri kita,tiada manusia yg sempurna kat dunia ni,sebab tu la kena saling ingat mengingati,moga kita sentiasa di jalanNya,insyaAllah.satu lagi nak kongsi,kalau kita tengok pengebom berani mati yang kat luar sana tu,target tempat pengeboman selalunya adalah tempat orang awam berkumpul,lebih2 lagi untuk sambutan2 begini.bukanlah nak menakut2kan sesiapa atau mendoakan yang bukan2 tapi macam2 boleh terjadi bukan?elakkanlah pergi ke tempat2 begitu ye kawan2...

k lah,rasenye tu je kot nak kongsi dalam post kali ni,alang2 tu nak mintak maaf kat siapa2 yang saya pernah buat salah,mintak diampunkan ye,halalkan makan minum mane yang teramek tu eh,kalau nampak saya ade wat silap tu,tegur2 la ye,last skali,happy new year to everyone,may Allah bless our new journey for 2010,all the best everyone!

lots of love,
nisa :)

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