Feb 28, 2010

ya habibi

Suddenly, there was a person said salaam.

“May I come in?” he asked.

But Fatimah did not allow him enter the room.

I’m sorry, my father is ill,” said Fatimah turned back and closed the door.

She went back to her father who had opened his eyes and asked Fatimah,

“Who was he, my daughter?”

“I don’t know, my father. It was the first time for me to see him,” Fatimah said gently.

Then, Rasulullah looked at his daughter with trembled look, as if he wanted

to reminisce about every part of her daughter’s face.

“Know one thing! He is who erases the temporary pleasure; he is who separates the companionship in the world.

He is the death angel,” said Rasulullah .

Fatimah bore the bomb of her cry. The death angel came toward him,

But Rasulullah asked why Jibril did not come along with him.

Then, Jibril was called. Jibril was ready in the sky to welcome the soul of

Habibullah and the leader of the earth.

“O Jibril, explain me about my rights in front of ALLAH?” Rasulullah asked with a weakest voice.

“The doors of sky has opened, the angels are waiting for your soul.”

“All jannats open widely waiting for you,” Jibril said.

But, in fact, those all did not make Rasulullah relieve, his eyes

were still full of worry.

“You are not happy to hear this news?” asked Jibril.

“Tell me about the destiny of my people in future?”

“Don’t worry, o Rasul ALLAH . I heard ALLAH told me: ‘I make Jannat haram

for every one, except the people of Muhammad”

Jibril said.

It became closer and closer, the time for Malaekat Izrail to dohis work.

Slowly, Rasulullah’s soul was pulled. It was seemed that the body of

Rasulullah was full of sweat; the nerves of his neck became tight.

“Jibril, how pain this sakaratul maut is!”

Rasulullah uttered a groan slowly. Fatimah closed her eyes, Ali sat beside

her bow deeply and Jibril turned his face back.

“Am I repugnant to you that you turn your face back o Jibril?”

Rasulullah asked to the Deliverer of Wahyu.

“Who is the one who could see the Habibullah in his sakaratul maut,” Jibril said.

Not for a while, Rasulullah uttered a groan because of unbearable

pain.

“O ALLAH, how greatest is this sakaratul maut. Give me all these pains,

don’t to my people.”

The body of Rasulullah became cold, his feet and chest did not

move anymore.

His lips vibrated as if he wanted to say something, Ali took his

ear close to Rasulullah .

“Uushiikum bis shalati, wa maa malakat aimanuku – take care the saalat and

take care the weak people among you.”

Outside the room, there were cries shouted at each other, sahabah

held each other. Fatimah closed her face with her hands and, again, Ali took

his ear close to Rasulullah’s mouth which became bluish.

“Ummatii, ummatii, ummatii?” – “My people, my people, my people.”

And the life of the noble man ended.

Could we love each other like him? Allahumma sholli ‘ala Muhammad

wa baarik wa salim ‘alaihi. How deep is Rasulullah’s love to us.

Feb 22, 2010

remedy

how to heal this broken heart?guess if u give me tickets to go for :PARAMORE's concert at Singapore this coming March,maybe i'll be ok.can't huh?then i'm NOT okay for the time being.


[ Maybe i know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts.And we've got to find other ways to make it alone.Keep a straight face.And i've always lived like this keeping a comfortable distance.And up until now i had sworn to myself that i'm content with LONELINESS ]


Feb 21, 2010

sunday afternoon

dear blog,

i wish i can write everything i felt here,because i know i just can't,it's too personal.
but it hurts so bad that i can't keep it inside my heart,i might burst out crying.
heh,something wrong with me,wish it didn't turn up to be like this.
i may be dumb but i'm not stupid,
enough with the efforts,guess this is not the right one for me.



i should quit this nonsense.
(like i could)

Feb 17, 2010

MISSION AWARENESS PROGRAM 2010 RECRUITMENT DRIVE

gedik punye hati

10 jam sebelum bertolak pulang ke UTP ( ye kawan2,saya masih di rumah :P)


beg da siap pek,tinggal nak tunggu masa bertolak je
serius tamau balik sana,ade perasaan takut,sedih,xrela nak tinggalkan rumah
ceh macam budak kecik je,bajet rumah jauh sgt lah,3 jam je kot
ni la realitinya,setiap kali habis cuti mesti hati memberontak tamau balik sana
tapi kali ni ade tambah lagi 1 macam perasaaan yg mana saya takut dikecewakan (kenapa?ha yg tu rahsia!)
gedik punya hati!
suka suki je dia nak rase ape,menyusahkan tuan dia saja,
ya Allah,tenangkanlah hati ini,jauhkanlah daripada bisikan syaitan ini ya Allah


dah tak larat nak layan hati ini,tak larat nak kecewa lagi

Feb 14, 2010

Lady Antebellum - Need You Know

Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.


p/s : has nothing to do with Valentine's day,im not celebrating it,
juz terasa kesian kt diri sendiri jap,tssk :(

 

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