May 30, 2009

sungguh kejam!

xsangka ade manusia sekejam ni!!!!
sanggup die menembak seekor kucing hanya kerana kucing itu mencuri sepinggan nasik????
di manakah perikemanusiaan mu????

heheh gotcha!:'D

p/s: i'm not promoting the advertisement,just dunno how 2 cut it off from the video,huhu...


hari ni hari sabtu, hari yg sgt free sbb xde meeting...mcm biase rutin harian,bukak laptop,pasang lagu n check email,chatting,hmmmm....xde pape kelainan,rse busan la plak,arghhh nak balik!tengok sekeliling bilik,huh byknye brg yg nk kna pek,hmmm bole balik ke?smlm tepon mak,"mak,nisa nak balik...".cakap ngan mak dgn nada penuh kesian,mak kate xde spe nk jemput,waaaa sedeynye dgr,tp mak memberi secebis hrpn dgn kate "nanti mama tny oje (abg ku) mintak oje yg drive sbb abah xfree"....dlm otak terbayang2 oje yg liat nk dtg perak ni,haih xde hrpn la aku nk blk.xpe2,tggu je la mak konfemkan nanti.cadangnye nak balik esok (ahad) ngan bwk sume brg (punggah 1blik) balik rumah ble mak jemput nanti,rabu dtg la utp balik utk MAP09.atleast dpt la blk jap recharge!duduk cni lame2,bateri bole kong!keje MAP blambak2 sbnrnye tp nak blk jugak,smpt je!lgpun kalau xblk brg2 ni sume mcm mane,diorg keluarkan arahan kena kosongkan blik kalo x brg2 kena buang.hui mati aku kna bwk sume brg neh...xpe la mls nk pikir,balik pon xkonfem lg...n then lebey krg pukul4 td mak call kte nk dtg esok ngan along,wah hepinye,bole blk!!!!adios utp,im going home!!!lallalalala...erk tp rabu kna dtg utp blk,wuuuuuuuuuuuuuu......ok la 2 drpd dok cni stret smpai 11jun kan,yes dpt blik!!!!hmm k la kena pack brg!!ttyl....take care folks!

home sweet home :)

May 28, 2009

busy meee

mls nk update blog

sgt busy skrg ni dengan Mission Awareness Program 2009

byk bende berlaku tp xlarat nk tulis

xpe la tulis lain kali ble free

ble 2 ek?


sok kena berkumpul 6am g 2nd field trip kt pengkalan hulu

mate pon da penat ni

k ttyl everyone

~i'll be @ utp/perak sehingga 11 jun ini,weekend ni x jadik balik,sedih! :(
xper lah,berkorban demi MAP09,tggu sy balik mak!wuwu.....

May 24, 2009

3 words that i want to hear

There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you ( I love you ) I love you

There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and thats what I'll do ( I love you )

I love you.


okay,this song is totally out of discussion,heh,they are not the 3 words.the 3words that i'm talking about are super duper more important than I.L.O.V.E.Y.O.U.
so,the award for the most important words in the world goes to....




these are the real magical words that really play important roles in our daily conversation. it's sound simple and easy 2 say but it does give impact to our statement and situation. and of coz,it does reflects ur manners. it's still acceptable when someone ask help without saying please but hey,don't forget the 2nd word~ THANK YOU/terima kasih/arigato/salamat. show ur appreciation/gratitude buddy!

quite annoying when someone come and ask me some help without using proper words and don't even bother 2 say please,it sounded like u r giving me a command...k,still can deal with it but at least say thank you ya, so it's forgiven when u didn't say please at first place.

Oh the last word.SORRY...'Sorry Seems to Be The Hardest Word'...have to agree with this statement. Well,everyone including me,we have our own ego,sometimes,so hard to say sorry. Things can be solved by just say sorry actually. Certain. People might say "Sorry is meaningless,it can never reverse what u have done". but at least we regret it. AT LEAST.

enough said. the point is, please don't forget to insert PLEASE,THANKS and SORRY in ur sentence ya,at least when u r talking to me.tq.

me LOVE,

p/s : oh it's almost 4 am...

May 23, 2009


xsbr nye nk blk rumah!1 of the reason-nak download lgu2,of coz internet kat rumah lagi laju dri kat utp neh,lagu kat dc plak agak lmbt update/xde lgu 2 langsung,so paham2 je's the list
  • jordin sparks - battlefield
  • daughtry - no suprise
  • david cook - permanent
  • danny gokey - you are so beautiful (studio version)
  • danny gokey - what hurts the most (studio version)
  • keith urban - kiss a girl
  • steve martin - pretty flowers
bet some of u can guess where did i get this list of songs~american idol performances :')
yeah,i'm quite a fan of american idol season 8,only 4 this season (so far)...didn't follow it b4,there's no tv here(cafe not included) but thanks 2 dc i enjoy watching great performances!i really like danny gokey's voice instead of kris allen n adam lambert,i know some of u will say "hah danny??" sort of why on earth i like him better than adam lambert/kris allen.well,lain org lain citarasa kan?u should listen 2 his last performance b4 he was being eliminated- You Are So Beautiful...such a nice vocal and a nice song (episode 37),you will feel like he was singing that song for you,aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh so lovey dovey-and oh i like this type of guy :D

watch the finale of american idol season 8- totally explosive!!the boom boom pow performance was superb and kara dioguardi really knocked u down katrina!

p/s: performance dri kiss agak scary la...

May 21, 2009


sedey2,plan untuk balik rumah terpakse ditangguhkan ke 30hb for 3 reasons
  1. 1st field trip 26hb
  2. appreciation nite 28hb
  3. photography session 29hb
cume ade 3hari shj untuk bercuti,30hb-1jun,n then kena blk utp untuk MAP,agak sedey tp bersyukur gak atleast dpt blk rumah jap,wuwu (tpakse pujuk hati ini supaya bersabar)...busan la duduk cni...

-kris allen won!yeah i like/prefer him much much more than adam lambert,sorry jane!tp danny gokey tetap di hati :D


1st of all i'm hungrY ok,dats y i'm doing this,heheh
since eira is already back home,it's so hard 2 make me move from this chair n go find some food
senang cakap,malas gle la nk kuar blik cri i opened the refrigerator and hey!i found food!eira forgotten the nuggets dat she brought last week and i was like very happy dat i have sumthing 2 eat!tq rum8,hagagaga but wait!how am i gonna cook the nuggets???eira brought back home my multicooker n her kuali n dapur gas...hmmm...i only have the water heater n toaster with me,and this crazy idea suddenly came out

i put the nuggets into some hot boiling water to make all the ice melt.n then when the nuggets were in room temperature i put them inside the toaster and sort of bake them,let the nugget like for 5minutes...the result was viola!!excellente!!!delicioso!!!
heheh it's oil free since i dont use any oil,butter margarine or whatsoever...never thought this method b4,but i did it!a very nice result experiment,my tummy gave me thumbs up!heheh....

anything can for my tummy :D

May 20, 2009

terpesona ngan die

da lame da nk post entry yg ni tp asyik tertangguh je
so since ari ni da separa merdeka
mari la kte meng'upload' gmbar!

wanita yg sungguh anggun dan mmbuat diriku kagum dan terpesona....

anggun cipta sasmi

a great asian artist!

download this!
  • a rose in the wind
  • snow on the sahara
  • akan kutunggu
  • kembali
love her very powerful vocal,i envy her!wuwuwu....
oh btw,i know lgu2 ni da lame tp evergreen la!best2~


finally the crazy day is over,can't say that i'm happy with it,with the islamic studies goreng2 sambal belacan,i guess i'm just a bit relief la,only1 more paper 2 go...seriously after all that tension,tiredness and the 'loya'ness,i think i deserve a long hibernation b4 solid mechanics,need 2 recharge myself,changing myself from fluidity condition to solidity,oh tonite's agenda :
  1. turn on the music 2 the max
  2. roswell
  3. the most important part~hibernation

p/s-so cair with patrick vaughn stump fall out boy :D

May 19, 2009


hoh,frankly speaking,engineering fluid mechanics VBB1063 is totally not my favourite subject and it's so killing me when they put it together with islamic studies which has thousands of notes to be read.i'm not whining but i just want 2 express my worries,i'm totally blank,dunno where 2 start coz my knowledge on fluid is like zero,yeah ZERO...have 2 study,be strong nisa!

saya suka fluid mechanics!!! (ulang sejuta kali,heh..)

May 16, 2009

i hate you

u come every month on that special days without fail

sometimes u come without notice

i try to get rid of u but u r so stubborn

i still don't mind if u come alone

i still can handle it

but i hate it when u come along with ur big,fat family

and now u n ur family haunting me like a bunch of ghost

i really hate u!

go away!

go find anyone else

i dunno what 2 do with u

u make my life miserable

i hate u......................... ACNE!!

- poker face become acne face -

May 15, 2009


i wanna go home!it's just simple as that
it's boring here
miss my bob again

geology - 18may

engineering fluid mechanics n islamic studies - 20may

solid mechanics - 23may

1st trip to homestay (MAP09) - 26may

2nd trip to homestay (MAP09) - 2june


going back home - 11june

and today is 15th may 2009

yeah 'great' ...

home sweet home

May 12, 2009


it's less than 24hours b4 my 1st final exam paper,vector calculus~yeah i'm freakin' nervous!that butterfly in my stomach flies like a Boeing 747 since yesterday...hope everything will be fine

effort + pray + tawakkal = success! insyaAllah

k lets continue our revision.....

May 11, 2009

kejiwangan~la la la

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

May 9, 2009

my new boyfriends

currently I'm addicted to ROSWELL!sumenye gara2 terdownload kat dc ( i repeat TERdownload), blame the person who creates DC++,hehehe....

yeah i know dat drama is so ketinggalan zaman,but the story is so sweet la!
those alien things fascinate me!very interesting and heart melting especially when the casts (the actors,of course!) are so so so handsome!! :D
but I'm not interested with the hero (jason behr) which i bet many girls out there love him, well for me, i prefer the co-star brendan fehr n nick wechsler!!
i'm so cair with their character in roswell (Michael and Kyle) they are sweet,kind,cute,handsome and the list continues on and on...

the innocent michael :)

hot brendan fehr,heheh

sweet Kyle!!

i think he can be the Superman,dun u think so?

have to strengthen my iman,haih...

yeah like i care

lantak ko la nk ckp pe

aku da xlarat

nak layan

makan hati berulam jantung

yekkk pahit....

tulis kat blog lg bgus

dpt lepaskan tension

sbb blog xkan bising kat kte balik

yeah time kaseh blogspot

ape aku melalut neh

dah jom tdo

p/s : susah nak faham kaum adam

May 8, 2009

fyi, today is public holiday

hari ni ku bangun utk berjalan kaki dgn penuh smgtnye utk settlekan urusan UPM ngan ICFC09 yg xhabes2 tu.dgn lajunye kakiku melangkah ke building 13 yg 'xdela jauh sgt 2' dgn harapan abg yusri ade kt ofis.dlm perjalanan ke sana,aku kehairanan mengapakah building2 ni sume sgt la sunyi??mmg la da start stdy week tp kesunyian 2 semacam,spt berada di pulau terbiar.ku teruskan lg perjalanan dan bertembung la dgn mak guard n pekerja construction dan hati berkata "ade gak manusia kat sini (lega)"...akhirnye smpai la aku di building 13 dan skali lagi aku berasa pelik,kenapa sunyi sgt ni?mane g sume org???xpe la tggu jap di situ buat sketika.dlm hati terdetik "mane diorg g ni,xkan la sume curik tulang kot?kalo ye pon xkan la serentak sume xde??ade jmuan pape ke???"bertubi2 soalan masuk ke dlm kotak fikiran.nmpaknye xdpt jugak la settlekan hal upm neh,adoi...xpe la,balik je la blik,singgah v5 jap bli nasik ayam,perut berbunyi2 ni....

perut berasa sgt lega ble da hbs mkn.ble perot pon da sedap,bole la kte mulakan stdy!cm bosan la plak stdy tnpa music,xmo bukak laptop,so mencari2 la earphone nk cucuk kt hp,earphone da jmp tp mane hp maxis ku???crik punye crik x jmp gak,misscall pon xde la plak kuar bunyik kt blik neh.argh sudah!mane plak hp ku ni???penat mencarik kt dlm blik ni punye a gelabah ble x jmp gak.relax nisa,cube recall ktne ko lalu yg ade possibilities ko tertinggal hp 2.xkan building 13 td kot?patah kaki aku nk g sna blk,tlg la!!xpe2,try call lg skali.seb baik ade hp celcom,bole la call hp 2 n then ade sore pompuan di hujung sna berkata "helloo,ni hp kakak tertinggal ke?".aku pon aahkan je la n then die kate "kakak tertinggal hp kt kdai nasik ayam v5 ni".la ye ke,adoi nisa,nyanyuk ke?cmne la bole tertinggal.seb baik la adik 2 simpankan,time kaseh la byk2,jasamu di kenang!hehhe,dgn perot yg buncit ngan nasik ayam 2,terpakse la menggagahkan dri g blik v5 utk amek hp 2,alhamdulillah dpt blk hp ku!time kaseh skali lg adik!

dgn hati gumbira aku jalan la kaki ke v3 blk semula (pujuk hati kate xpe2,kte exercise hari ni) n soleh telefon kate nk dtg blik pulangkan lthn geomatics yg die pnjm 2.aku pon bergegas2 la blk ke blik. ktorg pon smbg2 la psl stdy n die gtau aku, die nk g amek paper test 1 geology,aku pon kate la pelik hari ni sume org xde kt ofis.skali bile soleh gtau aku yg die bru tau hari ni public holiday,terkejut beruk aku!cuti ape plak hari ni???memandangkan mmg da xde kelas,ade cuti ke xde cuti cm xde effect laa.bru ku tau hari ni cuti hari wesak,adoyai patot la ofis tutup!!!sengal la aku neh!!xpasal2 org kt ofis 2 kna tuduh curik tulang,haha gomenasai!!patot la sunyi gle building!!hadoi....seyes kalo soleh xdtg td,smpai ble2 la kot aku xtau hri ni cuti.kalo aku tau ari ni cuti xhengen aku g building 13 tu,wat penat je,tp nk wt cmne,bende da blaku,hahah lwak a.
mule2 igt xnk la bkk laptop tp ble bende nk blaku,mmg xsbr2 aku nk cter kt blog ni.hari ini dlm sejarah!nisa xtau ari ni cuti (kalo sblm ni laju je tau cuti ble)hahhahhahahhahahahha......

pengajaran : tanye la org lain dlu sblm berbuat sesuatu

May 6, 2009

my bob

my bob is not dat guy lah nab!neither burhan my coursem8,he's not the one that i refer as my bob.hehe funnny when people misunderstood dat.lemme show u my lovely bob a.k.a. bobby cayang!

there u go!my 4-kg (and increasing) bobby gemuk!

miss him so much la
rase nk gigit
wah rindu die

sy pencinta kuceng


to be honest,this sem is the worst sem I've ever had.
having lots of problem with my friends,my own self,
my life is quite miserable,full of emotion and drama.
i hurt people's feeling,i hate myself,too annoying i bet.
suddenly everything is falling apart and i become an
evil person,trying to get everyone understand me,i
guess no one can coz i dun understand myself either.
i'm really sorry,i dunno why i behave like this,sorry...
when things happen like this,it makes me feel like i
have to go to rehab or seek some psychiatrist,mental

but now i realize,the most important things that i need in
my life are my family,my bob and my babes (i mean my true
friends out there,dun get me wrong :))
im nothing without them,thank u 4 being a part of me.
to my civillian girls (nad,adah,wani,papoki,farah,fana,mareney,
sha,gee,soleh,liana,sky,shikin,yani,new girls and all the chinese)
sorry from the bottom of my heart if i hurt ur feeling,if
i do bad things to you and thanks a lot for being my friend.

im not perfect

hey be strong!!

The heart is stronger than you think
It's like it can go through anything
And even when you think
It can't it finds a way to still push on
Sometimes you want to run away
Ain't got the patience for the pain
And if you don't believe it
Look into your heart the beat goes on

I'm tellin' you that
Things get better through whatever
If you fall dust it off
Don't let up don't you know
You can go be your own miracle

You need to know
If the mind keeps thinking you've had enough
But the heart keeps telling you don't give up
Who are we to be questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up

It's like we all have better days
Problems getting all up in your face
Just because you go through it
Don't mean it got to take control, no
You ain't gotta find no hiding place

Because the heart can beat the hate
Don't wanna let your mind
Keep playin' you and sayin' you
Can't go on

You don't gotta be a prisoner in your mind
If you fall dust it off
You can live your life
Let your heart be your guide

And you will know that you're good
If you trust in the good
Everything will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark
If you follow your heart
And it will get better
Through whatever
You got in now
Find it within now
Through it all just stand up

this is what i get

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, to take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why?
All the possibilities...
Well I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa!
That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa...
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try... holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why? All the possibilities. I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa!
That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa..
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa.

Pain, make your way to me. (to me)
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start... Start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.


fed up la dgn org yg panggil aku emo.yeah i admit im an emo n a complicated person tp b4 anda tu mengutuk,pk la dlu ye.padahal ble die 2 dlm situasi yg sme,buat gak cm yg aku buat,xde plak ngaku emo!since kecik lg org kate aku garang,u can say whatever u want tp seyes la,nyampah btol ngan spesis manusia yg die buat xpe,org lain buat xbley,salah...sakit ati la ble aku pulang paku buah keras kat org yg mengutuk aku tu,pandai la plak die nk marah,haih ko je la yg bole lah,ko la yg betol!bak kate alep "fine~"
banyak btol makan dlm,lame2 rse nk meletus plak gunung brapi pendam neh,sabar2!tlg la,kpd sape2 yg xphm mslh aku 2,atleast tlg jgn perlekehkan mslh aku even though bg korg mslh 2 small matter je,i dun need ur critics especially from those yg-xsedar-dri-die-punye-mslh-pon-xde-la besa-sgt-tp-bley-plak-cter-kt-aku.u r just like rubbing salt to my wound.bile pikir2 balik,rse nyesal cter mslh kte kt org yg susah nk faham perasaan kte neh,sbb bengang die amek remeh temeh je tp ble die cter mslh kt kte,kte kna btol2 phmkan plak,haih not a perfect person so r u~susah nk lari dri sikap mazmumah ni...oleh itu sy nk memohon sejuta kemaafan ats sgala slh silap,tutur kata n perbuatan aku selama ni,harap dimaafkan~

p/s: miss my babes~nab,faridah,paa,yin,dilah,hani,zati,siti~u r the best! :)

May 4, 2009

:: mood oh mood! ::

exam is around the corner but still i don't have the mood
especially when my great listener,my rum8 is not here
my katil is like calling me 24 7
but that's not the true enemy actually!
the truth is
my heart is my greatest enemy!!

i hate it when my feelings took over my mind
it can ruin the whole day
and i'm tired of this
got to wake up
i need ur help!!

i need someone that can be my backbone
when i feel like falling down
to support me
to give me something that i need the most
to love me the way that i do
but i realize
that person doesn't exist
not yet at least

and when that person will show his face??
and tell me that words that i want to hear
oh heart!be patient!!
it's so torturing u know
if u behave like this
and why do u like to mess up with me
especially during critical time like this??
oh heart
i'm begging to you
be patient

i can be crazy if i keep talking bout this
need to stop it
people might think that im desperate
no im not that desperate
dun wori
just losing my mind for a while
just forget what i said before
nothing does matter


final exam is around the corner~

aiyaa final exam dtg lagi!!TAKUT2!!!
xmo ulang lg silap yg dlu,waaa xnk sedey2 lagi,x sanggup...

diz sem punye subjek sgt2 la mencabar n byk kali la terpikir "btol ke aku amek civil engineering ni?" takut je xley bawak,adeh....seb baik la kawan2 byk membantu,makasih sahabat!:)

lets see my exam timetable!

overall ok la timetable kali ni,much better than the first draft tp xley bla la kan,die g gabungkan IS ngan fluid dlm 1 hari...adeh berbelit otak aku bercampur aduk nk kna hafal n mengira
aiyoyo,hope we can make it!dun give up nisa!

2 all my frens out there yg akan exam/tgh exam,gudluck!!dun give up,strive 4 the best!
Ya Allah,berikanlah kami kekuatan utk mghadapi final exam ini,dan semoga kami dapat menjawabnye dgn penuh yakin dan betol,,(ape lagi cpt la aminkan)~amin....... :)

- go nisa!-

survey camp terBAIK!

wlwpon cm da berzaman da survey camp berlalu,nak jugak cter!
(xmo kalah ngan shikin,heheh :D)

mule2 mse smpai je kt resort 2,seyes hati terdetik lalu berkate (ceit gile skema ayat) "mane resortnye,xkan kecik cmni je kot?"...tapi xpe kite tabahkan hati n ternyata duduk situ mmg rase menghargai keindahan alam (hari ni hari ayat melalut)~pemandangan laut/muara sungai die
mmg sgt2 cantik .wlwpn resort die xlah se'grand' resort2 lain,kitorg sume enjoy la duduk situ,bak kate farhana roslee (a.k.a. papoki) la "survey camp best walaupun kena menderma darah".yup banyak btol nyamuk kat situ,n putera katak pon banyak smpai sky,adah dll menjerit... :D

there are some pics captured n credit 2 eira,my rum8,tq 4 the camera!

b4 bertolak

love the view during sunset! :)

nad merenung mase depan,heheh...

my fav pics after all,coz i yg amek gmbr neh,
bro posing maut a!

bbq nite yg sgt hepi :D

keindahan alam ciptaan Allah

x aci,mau masuk dlm gmbr juge!!

kami mmg suke bergambar!:D

our beloved dr nasir(right) accompanied by dr syed baharom

presentation yg byk attack meng'attack',heheh

rasenye, tu je kot gmbr2 fav (yg bole diuploadkan),so kepada kwn2 civil yg ade gmbr2 survey camp yg lain bole la share2 ye...

k lots of love
nisa ;)


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