life

it's sad and i found that it's so suffocating here, negative charges are everywhere where it pushed me to the limit. people hurt me and i hurt people, intentionally or not. i lost my rationale and i have become so bitter towards the end of the day, which is the part of me that i hate the most.

whatever it is, it's just a small part of life, more are waiting for us in the future... if i think this is unbearable, then what about the world out there? sure it's far harder than this, i need to keep moving on. i called it the growing up process, process to prepare us for our future. it is right after all, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

p/s: idk what i'm talking about, forgive me coz my brain keeps jumping up from 1 point to another, it's hard to keep on the same topic though

last minute

lesson that should be learned but never learnt?

NEVER START YOUR WORK 1 DAY BEFORE THE DUE DATE, START EARLY!

HEHHHH, i keep telling myself this but i keep breaking it as well, i never learned my lesson i guess. here i am, still staying up late to finish writing the journal to be submitted before 5 pm. i have less then 12 hours and my brain is like hot and cooked. why i started late? simple, I'M LAZY TO THE MAX and i've lied to myself by saying i'm actually waiting for the "momentum". yeahhh right, momentum, now serves you right!!

according to neil

When you were young

And on your own
How did it feel to be alone
I was always thinking of games
That I was playing
Trying to make the best of my time
But only love can break your heart
Try to be sure right from the start
Yes, only love can break your heart
What if your world should fall apart
I have a friend I've never seen
He hides his head inside a dream
Someone should call him and see
If he can come out
Trying to lose the down that he's found
But only love can break your heart

p/s: false, i'm heartbroken and it's not even because of love

critical months

it's only 7 months till graduation, minus the holidays, sleeps and other stuffs, what's left is only few months. few months left and then you are entering a whole new world. you will be no longer a student and suddenly you are far apart from your circle of friends, unless all of you work at the same place - which is most unlikely to happen. i called it the critical months. the months which you wanted to do things, visit places, create memories etc with your dear friends. searching for the happiness, sharing the laughs and cherishing every moment of it. it's crucial because good friends are hard to find, harder to leave and impossible to forget .

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