Best friends

i would like to dedicate this song to all my best friends out there, thank you for being my best friends and may Allah bless you always :)

here the translation of Japanese song by Kiroro - Best Friend

I don't have to worry anymore, cause you will be by my side when I cry
You always smile at me
I am blessed because you always shine before me
Things that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it is
Faces that always being looked at
Forever hugging each other
Your smile has helped me endless time, you know
Thank you thank you Best Friend

These plenty happiness that I felt at this moment
All the friends that I have here, you the best present
I am blessed because you always be by our side
Surely things that I have accomplished here,

those things too give me strength (change to strength)
Faces that always being looked at
Forever hugging each other
All of your smile has helped me endless time, you know
Thank you thank you Best Friend

Things that we have missed hastily at time, that's the way it is
Faces that always being looked at
Forever hugging each other
Your smile has helped me endless time, you know
Thank you thank you Best Friend

Always always always my Best Friend

negative

i just realized that my previous posts in this blog are way too negative, full of emotional thoughts, i get carried away when i'm not in my best. i know when things get ugly like this, the best remedy for me is simple, just go home to reset everything back to zero. it's definitely effective because it's true, home is where my heart is :)

8 days to go baby!

life

it's sad and i found that it's so suffocating here, negative charges are everywhere where it pushed me to the limit. people hurt me and i hurt people, intentionally or not. i lost my rationale and i have become so bitter towards the end of the day, which is the part of me that i hate the most.

whatever it is, it's just a small part of life, more are waiting for us in the future... if i think this is unbearable, then what about the world out there? sure it's far harder than this, i need to keep moving on. i called it the growing up process, process to prepare us for our future. it is right after all, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

p/s: idk what i'm talking about, forgive me coz my brain keeps jumping up from 1 point to another, it's hard to keep on the same topic though

last minute

lesson that should be learned but never learnt?

NEVER START YOUR WORK 1 DAY BEFORE THE DUE DATE, START EARLY!

HEHHHH, i keep telling myself this but i keep breaking it as well, i never learned my lesson i guess. here i am, still staying up late to finish writing the journal to be submitted before 5 pm. i have less then 12 hours and my brain is like hot and cooked. why i started late? simple, I'M LAZY TO THE MAX and i've lied to myself by saying i'm actually waiting for the "momentum". yeahhh right, momentum, now serves you right!!