it's more than words

May 6, 2009

E.M.O.

fed up la dgn org yg panggil aku emo.yeah i admit im an emo n a complicated person tp b4 anda tu mengutuk,pk la dlu ye.padahal ble die 2 dlm situasi yg sme,buat gak cm yg aku buat,xde plak ngaku emo!since kecik lg org kate aku garang,u can say whatever u want tp seyes la,nyampah btol ngan spesis manusia yg die buat xpe,org lain buat xbley,salah...sakit ati la ble aku pulang paku buah keras kat org yg mengutuk aku tu,pandai la plak die nk marah,haih ko je la yg bole marah.ye lah,ko la yg betol!bak kate alep "fine~"
banyak btol makan dlm,lame2 rse nk meletus plak gunung brapi pendam neh,sabar2!tlg la,kpd sape2 yg xphm mslh aku 2,atleast tlg jgn perlekehkan mslh aku even though bg korg mslh 2 small matter je,i dun need ur critics especially from those yg-xsedar-dri-die-punye-mslh-pon-xde-la besa-sgt-tp-bley-plak-cter-kt-aku.u r just like rubbing salt to my wound.bile pikir2 balik,rse nyesal cter mslh kte kt org yg susah nk faham perasaan kte neh,sbb bengang die amek remeh temeh je tp ble die cter mslh kt kte,kte kna btol2 phmkan plak,haih penat2.im not a perfect person so r u~susah nk lari dri sikap mazmumah ni...oleh itu sy nk memohon sejuta kemaafan ats sgala slh silap,tutur kata n perbuatan aku selama ni,harap dimaafkan~

p/s: miss my babes~nab,faridah,paa,yin,dilah,hani,zati,siti~u r the best! :)

May 4, 2009

:: mood oh mood! ::

exam is around the corner but still i don't have the mood
especially when my great listener,my rum8 is not here
my katil is like calling me 24 7
but that's not the true enemy actually!
the truth is
my heart is my greatest enemy!!

i hate it when my feelings took over my mind
it can ruin the whole day
and i'm tired of this
got to wake up
help!help!
i need ur help!!

i need someone that can be my backbone
when i feel like falling down
to support me
to give me something that i need the most
to love me the way that i do
but i realize
that person doesn't exist
not yet at least
:'(

and when that person will show his face??
and tell me that words that i want to hear
oh heart!be patient!!
it's so torturing u know
if u behave like this
and why do u like to mess up with me
especially during critical time like this??
oh heart
i'm begging to you
be patient

i can be crazy if i keep talking bout this
need to stop it
people might think that im desperate
no im not that desperate
dun wori
just losing my mind for a while
just forget what i said before
nothing does matter

CURIOSITY KILLS COURTESY
HEART CAN KILL A PERSON

final exam is around the corner~

aiyaa final exam dtg lagi!!TAKUT2!!!
xmo ulang lg silap yg dlu,waaa xnk sedey2 lagi,x sanggup...

diz sem punye subjek sgt2 la mencabar n byk kali la terpikir "btol ke aku amek civil engineering ni?" takut je xley bawak,adeh....seb baik la kawan2 byk membantu,makasih sahabat!:)

lets see my exam timetable!

overall ok la timetable kali ni,much better than the first draft tp xley bla la kan,die g gabungkan IS ngan fluid dlm 1 hari...adeh berbelit otak aku bercampur aduk nk kna hafal n mengira
aiyoyo,hope we can make it!dun give up nisa!

2 all my frens out there yg akan exam/tgh exam,gudluck!!dun give up,strive 4 the best!
Ya Allah,berikanlah kami kekuatan utk mghadapi final exam ini,dan semoga kami dapat menjawabnye dgn penuh yakin dan betol,,(ape lagi cpt la aminkan)~amin....... :)

- go nisa!-

survey camp terBAIK!

wlwpon cm da berzaman da survey camp berlalu,nak jugak cter!
(xmo kalah ngan shikin,heheh :D)

mule2 mse smpai je kt resort 2,seyes hati terdetik lalu berkate (ceit gile skema ayat) "mane resortnye,xkan kecik cmni je kot?"...tapi xpe kite tabahkan hati n ternyata duduk situ mmg rase menghargai keindahan alam (hari ni hari ayat melalut)~pemandangan laut/muara sungai die
mmg sgt2 cantik .wlwpn resort die xlah se'grand' resort2 lain,kitorg sume enjoy la duduk situ,bak kate farhana roslee (a.k.a. papoki) la "survey camp best walaupun kena menderma darah".yup banyak btol nyamuk kat situ,n putera katak pon banyak smpai sky,adah dll menjerit... :D

there are some pics captured n credit 2 eira,my rum8,tq 4 the camera!